~My Hidden Nirvana~

I know I’m barely on here anymore but I had to go somewhere to write this down:

If you’re reading this I want you to know that I love you. Actually, I need you to know that. The past 10 months I dont even know how to explain. I guess it was me just trying to move on and not really succeeding at it. 

If youre reading this, I know I have really fucked things up with you but I thin you might understand why. I know you know how I can get and that its not my fault most of the time. But yes, other times, I’m just an asshole.

If youre reading this, I’m still going to try and move on because I know you have what you want in life. I know you found that love you were looking for and Im sorry I couldnt be the one to give it to you.

If youre reading this, I may not have treated you like a princess, but you were a queen in my eyes. Please always know that.

If youre reading this, please give me a sign.



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Chelsee Ivan