Goals: To keep positive
Needs: To relax
Yesterday there was a devastating death in the family, my moms cousin committed suicide. I really don’t know how to feel about it except for the fact it makes me not want to get to that point again after seeing how hurt my whole family is. The viewing is tomorrow which makes me happy to see my family but sad for the reason why. In other news I’m not feeling that positive today, I have a lot of racing thoughts about one thing and I’m highly annoyed with the guy who is supposed to be buying my xbox one (this is the third time he said he would come and get it and he’s currently not answering me.) Something to look forward to is getting my hair done tomorrow, that’ll make me feel better.